I was so fake and artificial. Only caring about appearances, never really caring about anyone but myself.
Service = How we do our part to get saved, not really to help anyone else. Telling everyone how great being a witness is, while hating every second of it.
Meetings = have to attend or get destroyed at Armageddon, not because we are learning to be better people.
Shallow- I only dated "brothers" with money (except for one bethel overseer).